So... Here it is, my first blog! I've never really been into writing, I used to be into journaling... So we'll see how this goes. If nothing else it will be a good spot to spill my guts, even if no one is reading it....
I'm guessing if you're reading this you either know me or have already figured out that my name is Kayla... The other key players in my life will be known as the love of my life 'M', my son 'G' and my daughter 'S'. Please forgive the Gossip Girl-ness of the nicknames :p
Alrighty, well let's get into it shall we? This I'm sure will prove to be a fun learning experience if nothing else...
I started this blog while I should probably be studying for my new old job, that being said 'S' is up from her nap and that makes it difficult to concentrate... That's my reasoning anyways... Sure I could be doing much needed housework right now but that's much less fun. I'm finding it pretty easy to memorize all the abbreviations since most of it is just review (I used to work there) but I am still very anxious about going back. I worked there after I had 'G' but I'm sure that going back to work with 2 kids at home is alot more than 1, and if I'm being totally honest here I don't even want to go back... This is making it rather difficult to get excited about the new old job. I know I felt the same way when I went back to work after 'G' and I ended up really enjoying the break and adult conversation. I'm sure it will be the same this time around. I must say that I can atleast be thankful that between 'M' watching the kids evenings and weekends and my dear Mom taking them anytime he's not available to I won't have to leave them in the hands of strangers.
Beyond the work and home issues I also want to keep track of my exercise and weight loss goals... Again being 'Honestly-Kayla' I am really not satisfied with my weight after having 'S' I know that I did not gain as much weight as when I had 'G' ... Like not nearly as much! But I am still aspiring to lose the weight like I did after I had him, if I could lose all the weight (and then some) after he was born I know I can do it now.... That being said, I have no idea how I lost the weight! It just sort of fell off, probably largely due to the stress I was under at the time, I would obviously prefer to take a healthier approach to it this time around. I have 20lbs that I would like to be rid of, I have started with walking... It's not much but it is something that I'm hoping will encourage more exercise to follow, the problem is I HATE exercising.... I really do. I've never really struggled with healthy eating, it all comes down to the exercise. So like I said, I hope this is a good start to a new lifestyle!
Well, this is probably a good point to finish off. If you made it to the end I thank you!
More to follow,
~ K
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